Hello guys, thanks again for the love and support which you gave to the last part of my story. A special thanks for all those who showered me with their lovely feedback and support through their e-mails and comments. The much generated hype and curiosity in you compelled me to write this part too although earlier I wished not to share this incident with you as this incident being too personal to me.
Never mind, here is the story and yeah one more thing, all those readers who are reading this story for the first time, please guys do read the previous parts too. Also this part is a bit too long so all those people who want to read the direct action, may scroll down to read it (its hell interesting )Okay, so this is how it goes.
Since you already know how Khushi dumped me that day, it was very heartbreaking even for a person like me who hasn’t shown much concern to any of his relationship in his life. That day went very heavy, even worse than the day when I felt guilty for the first time. Actually, I was filled with hatred and anger this time. I didn’t really knew how to react to it. Her words were sounding like a big fat joke but in reality they were piercing my chest.
I still remember, I was standing in front of my room’s dressing table, with no clothes on and I was just looking at the scratches and nail marks on my skin when all those painful memories get back to me. My mind was flooded with her thoughts, it was just then I realized that I should stop thinking about her now. Well it was not easy to let her go just like that, I mean I did all kind of nonsense stuff that day like slapping myself, self harm, any stuff inflicting pain to get over another pain but nothing helped. Later, I decided to antagonize her, I called her a bitch, a whore and what not, only once I thought to keep her perspective too that she must also be in pain but I went with my first choice, finally antagonizing her for all the mistakes.
Two days later…
“Kabir, can you explain this to me?” Well I was in my school, sitting on the last bench of my class, looking outside the window, it was just when that physics teacher Mr. Thakur asked me a question. I really had no idea what was going on in the class. I gave him a bewildered expression and said “No Sir, I don’t know.” He gave a stern look and said “You don’t know? But how? You just wrote the complete nuclear reactor theory in your pre boards. How come you don’t know it now?” I some how gave him a befitting reply, “Actually Sir, I’ve forgotten it now.”
He again gave that weird expression and said “Has your mind dehydrated?”, the whole class busted into laughter. I don’t know from where does he gets these lame jokes, well he is known for this. “Never mind, sit down. Students, the final practicals are going to start from next week so gear up for them.” Oh wow, what the fuck? Now, in between the ongoing fuss, I have to deal with this too, great!
February 10th, 2018
It was physical education practical today. The physics and chemistry went bad but I had no issues cause the internal teachers had promised me to provide 30 marks, only advantage of being a topper. “So, Kabir it’s a very good morning, isn’t it?” Well, I just sat on the chair to give my viva and heavily built tall muscular guy in his thirties, who was also the external had already stumped me with that question. “Yes sir, good morning sir, sorry sir I forgot to say it earlier.” I was pretty sure I’m going to ruin this too. “Well what’s going in your head Kabir? I can see you’re mind is preoccupied with something. Tell me what is it?” he really had sharp observation skills. “Well, its really nothing. Actually sir, I’m quite nervous you see. I’m thinking what all questions you will ask to me.” I tried to manipulate things. “Oh don’t give me that crap, you are not at all nervous, I can see. Never mind, you seem quite prepare with all the questions so I think if I ask you the theory questions, you will walk away with those 5 marks very easily, isn’t it Kabir? So let us do one thing, lets just have a walk around your school playground, meanwhile I could have my cup of tea too.”
“So, tell me Kabir how’s life been till now?” He asked with such concern and integrity that I could not hold me to tell him the truth, “Well, its always been like a see saw ride, sometimes up, sometimes low, very low but I’ve somewhere developed ways to manage it.. but ahh..( there was something in his eyes which was forcing me to complete my words although I didn’t wish to) but sir last few days were like very heavy to me. I really wish I could change some things.” He took a sip of his tea and said “Well why do you wish to change things Kabir? Just accept them as the way they are.”
“but sir, there are things in life which won’t work until you change them.” What he has to say on this, I thought. “Well, what is life? Kabir. Life is a lifeless word you see. It has several meanings attached to it yet it has no meaning of its own, so does it makes this word meaningless? Hell no.” I really didn’t get any of his word, I asked him to explain this further in detail. “Every so called living object on this earth posses his own meaning of this word. For some people, life is all about fun, happiness, love and adventure, for some it is about creating memories and for some people it is a duty.” His words seemed interesting, “Well then, what’s your meaning of life sir?” I asked. “Oh for me, it is about things, people, thoughts and emotions. Okay tell me Kabir, what do you think about the people around you? How’s people been to you and how you been with them?” he further asked me. “Well, people aren’t actually good with me, except my mum who loves me unconditionally. Previously, I used to mend myself as the way they want me to be as I just wanted to be loved, that’s all but those stupid people, I think they don’t deserve me at all, they are of no importance in my life anymore and as soon as I got this I kicked them out from my life. ” I spoke my heart out.
“Well its not a smart thing to do Kabir, just like you have your thoughts, opinions and emotions, in the same way other people also have their own thoughts and emotions. You have to understand, those people out there are also a part of your life Kabir, which also means their thoughts and emotions are also a part of your life. You know the major reason behind any fight or argument is the mismatch of thoughts and opinions. People are usually very stubborn with their thoughts, they don’t tend to give up so easily. That’s all it takes to result in a big fight.” He had finished his cup of tea till then but I decided to continue this so I asked him “Well sir, what can we do if our thoughts doesn’t match up? Isn’t it good to let go the person?”
“No not necessarily, okay I’ll tell you simple steps of building any relationship. Firstly, prioritize people accordingly as who’s more important to you or without whom you won’t be happy. Then, secondly try to understand his thoughts and opinions without thinking about right or wrong, then present your thoughts and opinions in front of him, in case if they don’t match, no problem. Take a deep breath and get ready to take last step which is understanding other people’s emotions. This may take a long time but trust me in longer run it is most useful. Emotions is the bond which keeps people together, you can easily win a person’s heart if not his mind.” Then he finally take a look at his wrist, it was already 15 minutes when we entered ground. He asked me how many push ups I can do in a minute and I replied 10-15, then we finally settled for a 20. I did 15 but then I stopped, my arms got jammed. I said, “I really want to do it sir but I fear I can’t.” He smiled and said, “ You don’t give up on those things so easily which you really intend to get. You try to get it until you actually get it.” I got his point, the point of whole conversation and I got ready to give Khushi one more try( I did the push ups).
Woaaahh, I was hell tired that day so I decided to make a plan the subsequent day. Also, I forgot to tell you, Khushi was now having a boyfriend and I knew him very well cause he is my very good friend. He lives in the same street in which we live in and in all ways he is a better option than me, whether its looks or behavior or anything(except studies, I’m better in that). So, next day I messaged Khushi to come up to her terrace, the plan was, well there wasn’t any plan, I just wanted to see Khushi, that’s all. She did cane after few minutes although she didn’t reply to my message.
“Why did you call me? Say whatever you have to say.” She asked me. “Well, I don’t have anything to say, you say something, anything.” She was like really in a total confused state, “I also don’t have anything to say, bye.” She turned her head to leave. “Your lips.” I said. “What?” Khushi asked. “Your lips, I want to kiss you, can I?” saying this I jumped off to her terrace from mine. “What? No. Have you gone insane? How could you expect you can do something like that with me? Don’t you know about my boyfriend? He will kick your ass off.” She said. “well I think, you’re quite afraid that you will end up falling for me again if I kiss you.” I again tried to manipulate things (knowing I’m too bad at it). “ Not at all and yeah don’t talk so childish Kabir, there’s no chance I’m going to let you kiss me.”
Saying this turned her head back again to leave but this time I rushed towards her to grab her wrist to push her hard towards the terrace wall in order to force myself on her. I was constantly looking in her eyes, meanwhile I parted her hands to reside on my arms. There was fear in her eyes, she was also resisting me, but I could clearly see through her eyes that somewhere she still feels for me. My lips soon met with her, it started with her moving her head frequently here and there to resist me but after few seconds she also went away with that kiss. I can’t really explain that feeling when she can’t really help her to stop kissing me but our kiss broke off after complete 45 seconds with Khushi threwing me away. She then ran away from there and I also didn’t stop her.
After that day, I never missed any chance to see Khushi whenever she’s alone although I didn’t do anything after that, I just used to see her without saying anything or without making any facial expression. Sometimes, she also looked back at me with a confused state of mind. It was finally till one day that I managed to message her from my mom’s phone when she was not at home. The message was “beta I need some help with that new recipe, are you free to help?” She did turned into my house after few minutes to see my mom was not at home. She again gave me that angry look when I told her that it was me who messaged her from my mom’s phone. “When will you grow up Kabir? I’m sick of your stupid tricks, why can’t you just leave me alone?” she said. “Well the only way you can get away from me is to be with me.” I replied. “Oh really? Is it so? Then fine, I could do anything to get away from you.” Saying this she grabbed my head, gave me a soft peck and pushed me away on the floor. Then, she came on top of me and started kissing me madly. She was wild like fire, she bit my lips and kissed all over my neck meanwhile kept pulling my hairs. “Stop!” I pushed her away.
“I don’t want this, I don’t want you to do this to get away from me. I really can’t handle your hatred anymore. I’m sorry Khushi, sorry for all my mistakes I did knowingly and unknowingly. I’m sorry for everything except one thing that is loving you so much. I know you said, its wrong and you mean it but why the fuck? Does it feels so correct. You and I Khushi, we both are wrong but when we’re together, everything becomes correct. I love you, I really love you very much. I can’t live without you and I also know that you also love me equally or more than anyone, you also can’t live without me, you’re just punishing us Khushi, stop it until it destroys both of our lives. Please Khushi, forgive me once. Just accept things as the way they are. We don’t need to change, all bad things happened because we tried to be someone else who we are not. Please stay, stay with me forever and ever…”
But she didn’t let me complete my words and went away. My heart was bursting into million pieces with her each footstep away from me. I didn’t knew you to react to it. I just wished something like black zone would absorb me completely. I was broken, terribly.
For one moment we might accept that this must have happened with someone, somewhere but definitely not in my story. A very good friend of mine once told me that stories with happy endings gives people hope ( ‘A’ I know you’re reading this). So, I also believe that only stories with happy endings deserves to be told. Yeah, she did returned. I was lying on the floor, it was just when she put her arms around me in order to hug me. I was feeling really very peaceful in her tight grip. In that moment, I completely forget whether its real or is it my imagination? I just wanted to spend my complete life reliving that moment. I wonder if I could stop the time right there. She looked into my eyes, kissed my tears off and then told me that she also loves me and can’t live without me. She put her finger on my lips as I intended to say something. She then kissed me on my lips, well that is what we call a kiss, firm and beautiful. She was actually kissing my evil soul to make it pure. Then, I lifted her up in my arms and carried her towards my bedroom.
We then climbed our bed and I gave her a soft kiss on her lips. “Are you sure you want to do this? We might stop here if you want to.” I asked her. “No, lets just do this.” She replied. I then took off my t-shirt and came over her, she kissed me all over my chest while I was caressing her body. Then, I started with a gentle kiss on her lips, which later converted into a very passionate one. We kissed for couple of minutes until I removed her top and her bra too. This was the first time, I saw her blushing. Oh God! She looked damn cute, she smile it gave a gentle shove to my heart like a passing breeze. I licked her nipples one by one and then again gave a tight smooch to her while coupling her breasts. I then removed my pants and underwear too, now I was completely naked. Khushi came near me, winked at me and put her tounge over my dick. She then licked my dick until finally she put it in her mouth while giving gentle strokes inside her mouth.
She sucked my cock for about few minutes until when I removed her pants and panties too. Her pussy was so beautiful, I kissed her pussy. Then, I parted her legs to get in between. I inserted my dick inside her and in some moments we were making love in its real sense. She was making sounds, which were making it more sexier and hornier than before. I slowly increased my pace, giving harder and deeper strokes. She was enjoying it very much. After few strokes, I came. I pulled my dick out and kissed her all over her neck, moving down towards her chest, followed by her navel area and then to her pussy. At one time, I started licking her pussy very madly ( I forgot to tell you, Khushi’s got the perfect vagina), I rolled my tounge all over her pussy. This gave her a huge pleasure, she was making all those sounds hmmmmaaaahhahhhmmmh. My hands were rolling all over her body especially her breasts. She was getting very much aroused from this. I then, stopped licking her pussy and told her to sit on my lap.
Now, she was sitting on my lap and I was kissing her passionately. I had spread my legs on the bed, was sitting on the edge of bed taking support of the wall while Khushi was sitting in between my legs, wrapping her legs around my waist, resting her hands over my shoulders. I was holding her tight and kissing her all over her neck. I even bit her neck in between meanwhile she was busy playing with my hairs. This continued for a bit until when she moved back to bring her face near my dick, she then put my cock inside her mouth and started sucking it again( she was squeezing, biting and playing with it). My semi erect cock rose full, we were all ready for a second session. She sat on my lap inserting my dick inside her pussy, she started by slowly kissing my lips, she was very wild this time, she was indeed biting my lips, she bit my neck too. I was holding her waist, she was looking damn pretty. Then she started her up and down movement, I was looking in her eyes. She took complete possession of me, she completely forced her body against mine. She was moving so fast and her moans were also much loader this time. In one moment she moved her head forward to kiss me and her head bumped into mine and my head literally hit the wall. “Aaah, easy babe..” I said. She shushed me by covering my mouth by her hands. When she removed her hands later, we both laughed at it.
She was getting wilder and wilder by each stroke, she also commanded me to spank her from behind. “Harder, more harder” she said. For a moment the old memory did arrive back but soon I realized everything was fine, she just likes it the harder way. In future, we might try some bdsm but today this was fine. I just wanted to feel her that time. We continued this for a while, until I cum again.
We both got separated and soon I was lying beside her with my legs over her legs, totally spooning her, cuddling her from behind. I was also kissing her neck in between. Soon, we decided to get a hot shower so we both headed towards my bathroom. We both were standing under the shower and those tiny droplets of water were running all over her body which made her radiant skin glow more. She was looking like a bright source of light which could absorb any darkness. We have done this before, that time there was rage and hatred in her eyes but today I could see the love in her eyes, love which is totally mine. I kissed her complete body, meaning holding her waist from behind. She was smelling very good, the sweet aura of a young flower. There is a little childishness in her which I love the most. “Don’t look at me like that?” she said. “Like what?” I asked. “You know, you look at me like your seeing some kind of magic.” She replied in an innocent tone.
“You are magic Khushi, when I look at you, I forget all the pains of my life, its so peaceful to see you. A little touch of yours can melt my heart in a second.” It sounded a bit melodramatic but its fine, drama is a necessary component of love. “Hmmm.. don’t flatter me so much Mr. Kabir. I know your love will soon fade away when we grew up.” She said. “It won’t, I promise you I will always look at you in the same loving way as I’m looking now .” I replied. “Lets see.” She said.
We soon get off from the shower and headed again towards the bedroom. I was drying her hairs with the towel, meanwhile she was looking at me. She soon melted into my arms. We were lying on the bed, she was resting on my arms while I was playing with the curls of her hairs. Her head was residing on my chest, she was listening to my heart beats, nobody was saying anything.
There was complete silence in the room, then suddenly I felt something wet on my chest, well Khushi was crying. There were tears in her eyes. I looked into her eyes, “hey, why are you crying? Everything’s fine, please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this.” She said “I’m sorry, I’ve hurt you so much, gave you so much pain.” I gave a soft kiss on her forehead, “You can’t give me any pain, you’re the reason for my happiness, now stop crying.” Saying this I wiped her tears off.
We lied there in the same position before I asked, “but what will say to your boyfriend? And to your mom? Will she ever accept us?”. “Don’t worry about them, leave it to me. You just promise me one thing Kabir that you will never let me go.” She replied. “I promise you Khushi, I will never let you go.”
Well, that is the end of the fourth and the final part of this series. Tell you what, Khushi and I are very happy now, she also broke off from her boyfriend and her mom also knows everything about us now but it didn’t fetch us any problem and Khushi has really been a good support to me during my exam times too. She insisted me to put my complete focus on studies. So, guys that’s all for now. Please but we do catch up whenever we I get free time. Please do like and comment on my story (since it’s a last part so we’re aiming for 5000 likes). You can also further contact me at my email id, [email protected]