My name is Sravan (I have to unfortunately change my name and others names for our privacy and security) and I am from hyd. I am now over 35 years old but what happened about 12 something years ago is still so clear in my mind that as if it was yesterday.We were two brothers and two sisters. I was the elder and after me was shilpa (I have to change her name too because she is married now) she was just one year yonger to me. I don’t want to write about my other sister and brother because it really does not relate to them but they will remain silent in the story.We lived a normal family life and things went smoothly as it has to. We had three bedrooms. One room was dedicated for my uncle one for parents and we all of us lived in one big room which we also used for family room.I used to sleep beside my younger brother (6 years younger to me) and beside him was my younger sister 3 years younger to me and on the other side was my sister shilpa who as I already indicated was just one year younger to me.But during the winters we used to have what we called blanket. It was a square table on which we put a huge Iranian mad blanket and under the table was a dim bulb that gave very calm heat and around the blanket we used to sleep stretching our feet towards the table and our heads towards the walls. This used to be a lot of fun when I used to be very young but now it was just a comfortable and warm place to have a good night sleep. Once the lights were off, we all went to bed and woke up the next morning.In the nights sometimes our feet touched since all feet where almost under this small table. We used to have fund feet fighting and laughed but it was very normal.
One winter just as normal as it could be, we all were under the blanket and every one went to sleep. In the middle of night I woke up to drink some water and when I returned since the room was very dark. I found my place and creeped in. As I lifted up my side of the blanket, I saw the bulb under the table so bright. Normally it was not that bright because when we went to bed the main bulb l in the room was so bright that this tiny bulb was like a dead one. But now in the middle of the night and sleepy eyes just came back from drinking water shone so bright that I could see all four people’s feet clearly. I almost put my head on the pillow when something came to my mind. I lifted up slowly the blanked towards the table while my whole body was under it and saw shilpa’s feet crossing the half of the table. She used to sleep next to me under the blanket but since she was on the next part of the squared table, she was far from me. Just imagine how far we were if four people sleep while only their feet meet.
But what I saw was her salwar pulled up beyond her knees and this got me into some heart beats. I have seen them all like that before we used to go to picnics; we all used to pull our salwars to enjoy the flow of snow melt cold and drinkable water in the river. But tonight was different. I don’t know why and I don’t know why and why I wanted to see her legs more. I was shaking and my mouth was dried for some odd reasons. I pulled my head back from beneath the table and reached my pillow and tried very hard to sleep. Did I do something wrong?
I went to school earlier that day and I was filling guilty thinking about what happened to me last night. I honestly could not focus much on anything in the class. I came home later. I was a bit silent on things at Mom asked me if I was ok. Just a little tired mom. In the evening we ate food and I just could not stop myself from the corner of eyes looking at shilpa as if it was the first time seeing her in my life. I had a heart beat and all kind of things were roaming my head. It was another night. Dad was as usual listening to BBC on TV and I tried listen on my walkman some music. So the hour came when everyone goes to bed again. Blanket was made ready already by mom. Mom and Dad went to their room and we all kids rounded around usual blanket. Just those kiddy plays and talks around and finally the lights were off and we all went to bed.All this time I was just thinking about only one thing. What about tonight? Why am I so curious? No, I am not going to be silly again. It is wrong to see my sister’s legs. She is my sister for God’s sake. But no, the more I thought of not bothering myself with what happened last night, the more I was curious. Should I or should I not? I could not sleep while others were sharp sleep.It could have been around mid-night or so when I finally gave up and wanted to see again by crawling deeper. I slowly but carefully tried to seep the other way round. My feet were on pillow and my head was buried under the blanket. I could see shilpa’s feet it was almost like yesterday. I looked around and others were likewise. It was normal because they pushed their feet under and the result, salwar bottoms would go up a bit.
I came back to as I would normally sleep. But I tried to sleep a bit closer on the right side where shilpa’s head was distanced about 2 meters or so. Pretending to be asleep, I rolled myself towards shilpa even when I really did not want this. I don’t know why all of this was happening. I slowly moved my feet and put my right foot above shilpa’s legs. I was shaking and it was for the first time that I realized my penis is getting hard. I did not move myself and put my legs just like that for another half hour or so. I was tense, I was scared, I was questioning myself at times; “Or you stupid? She is my sister?” but again something else was getting better of me. It was my youthfulness. It was wrong, it was taboo, it was against my religion but besides these, it was against my controls and that was grabbing my whole.
Seeing her and others fully sleep, I move a bit more towards shilpa very carefully moving my leg away and now sleeping on my face by moving deeper under the blanket but on the correct position as if rolled away while sleeping by pretending every move I had. Slowly but carefully I move my hand on her tummy. I kept my hand there without any other moves for few minutes. Now slowly again I moved upwards and my hand was now just above shilpa’s breasts. Probably for the first time I realized that I have crossed the lines now beyond what a brother’s relationship is. I realized that I have stepped into another world. A world in which there is pleasures beyond thinking but a world very dangerous at the same time. What if my sister wakes up? What she will do? What if she tells to Mom and Dad? All these things were coming to my mind and a fear of all fears went through my body and I was sweating. Probably I had the worst heart beats ever in my life. I started consoling myself and came to my senses that my hand is still on my sister’s right breast. Her breast was going up and down with every breath as she was in the dreamland unaware of all the things cocked without her knowledge.
Probably few hours passed when she moved. I got so scared but I gathered all my courage to pretend as if I was just in deep sleep and it was just an accidental move of my hand on her. I was as if snoring. Yes, she woke up. She realized a hand on her. She very slowly took my hand as I play dead. She moves my hand down on the mattress. I don’t know what else happened but I was so scared that I did not move anything more. The next thing, I was hearing mom calling us to wake up. As I woke up I saw that shilpa was already gone out of the room and was with Mom. A sudden fear again started a heart beat in me and I started thinking is she going to tell mom or she will believe my not so innocence act as innocence?
When I went out of the room I washed my face. Mom said, “You did not get up early son?” Mom, sorry I was so badly sleepy. I saw from the corner of my eyes and oh no, shilpa was looking too. She quickly looked towards Mom. Does she know that I purposely put my hand on her breast? What is she thinking? I pretended as if nothing is wrong but things were surely wrong. I was not looking to my sister as my sister only but as my sister whom I have touched differently. Yes differently. I spoke to her as usual as if I knew nothing. At the breakfast I told Mom that I will be gone for the day with friends and will come late home. “Be careful son don’t come too late.” Right Mom and I left when I returned home that night it was already late. I ate food outside. When I came others were already planning to sleep. Mom said; “you came late son.” Sorry Mom, I was with friends. She called for shilpa to bring food but I told her that I have eaten food.
Went to the room Dad was already in his room and mom headed that way too. I went to our room where the two youngest were already fast asleep since they have to go to school. Shilpa was awake. I went slipped myself under the blanket. Our feet met accidentally and we both looked at each other. “Your feet are so cold” said shilpa. Yes it is cold out there. She wanted to move her feet when I said “please don’t move it is so warm.” She just like a good sister obeyed and put her feet again on my feet. Well, I got to sleep it is late and we have to be at school in the morning, Good night.I know I said good night but I was in no mood to sleep. She switched the lights off and stretched again her feet and I just kept my feet quickly towards her side. She wanted to move away and I objected no please it is cold, let it be there for some more time. She said ok, ok.
I moved my feet away and told her, ok let you be comfortable silly. We laughed. A lot of things were going on in my mind and I was getting again heart beats. I was thinking of how I should plan things that should not ruin things but make progress to lead her slowly to do the same thing. But again, she is a girl from a traditional family and that too a very staunch. She used to perform prayers and keep other things religious. But something got me somehow out of the way a bit by now and I was thinking of many things including what if being caught and what if she will start hating me and what if this and what if that. While thinking all of this probably an hour or so passed and I heard her mild sleeping breathe and she was indeed sound a sleep.
Ok, I said to myself, should I do or not? After many minutes of thinking about last night I got some courage and rolled myself towards her as if it is sleeping turn and I put one of my legs between her legs in such a way that it fall above her knees and closer to somewhere the whole last day I planned to do this night. And at the same time I put my hand on her chest too. I parlayed dead and yes she did wake up because she tried to move. I pretended deep sleep. She moved slowly my hand away from her but she was not able to move my leg away from between her legs. A huge heart bean fallen on me and I was scared but played dead asleep. I wanted her to understand that it was an accident and I was unaware of this. Probably she believed me after few minutes of moving her head here and there. She still could not move my leg away. I started snoring louder so that she is fully believes me that I was a sleep.
She lay quiet but I did not know if she was a sleep not or not. Suddenly something came to my mind and it was a tricky one. I pretended to be sleep talking very mildly so that only she can hear. I move my hand back to her chest while mumbling something un-understandable as if someone speaks in sleep. I heard there are people who talk while they sleep and tried to play it now. Here I am waiting to see what she does now? She responded by trying to move my hands again when she heard me saying; “neelu, neelu, neelu…” neelima was the neighbor’s daughter and I actually never had any crash on her. She was not someone that ever I thought about. She was not pretty and she was just very homely girl. At this point shilpa stopped moving my hand and with a lot of scare and fear I got the courage to move into the next step. I slowing started rubbing shilpa’s right boob while repeating neelu, neelu… slowly but in a way that as if I am dreaming about neelima and that I am actually deep asleep. Shilpa was for sure not sleep since I could feel her very heavy heart-beat and breath. I realized that she knew that I was dreaming about other girl and that because I was a sleep I did not intentionally put my hand on her and rubbing her breast but that it was purely accidental and un-conscious of the real world.I again stopped rubbing and stopped mumbling anything to see what my sister does. She was still awake but was not moving at all. My hands lay on her boob and I just heard the rhythm of her heart-beat and up and downs of her breast. After few minutes, I thought of going into the next level.
I started very calmly but firmly speaking to neelima as if I am dreaming but I started saying neelu you so hot, neelu can I touch your boobs and while saying these words I moved my self towards shilpa’s side. I was tense and I was scared but at the same time my penis was so hard and it was touching shilpa’s leg on the side. Shilpa did not move as I put my left hand under her sleeping Kamiz. I slowly and pretending to be fully asleep and dreaming reached her real left boob this time. I touched her nipple very gently. She did not do a thing but was breathing very heavy. I put my hand on her boob and just left it there for a long pause and I did not say anything waiting to see what she does. Now I started mumbling again as if I am sleeping talking to neelima. This time I move my hand on her salwar and put it there to see what she does. I started moving my body closer to her and rubbed her thigh with my poked penis and moved slowly from the top of her salwar my finger by touching her most private part. Yes it was her vagina top. She suddenly got up and I was so horrified and moved myself a bit away still pretending to be deep a sleep. She went out and I looked around and was cursing myself and was afraid that things now might really get bad. I don’t know how long it took her to come back and by now I was away to my own spot. She went under the blanket and the next thing I remember is I don’t know how it got morning and how I actually went to sleep but it was early morning and remembering my mother asking me to wakeup. I woke up and found out that shilpa is already out I saw shilpa was performing prayer with mom. I surely did ask god to forgive me and was praying that shilpa will not tell anything to mom about what happened.That day in the school I was very confused and did not take much interest in the studies and master ji asked me if something was wrong, I said I have headache. I came home in the afternoon and shilpa was back from her school and I met her as she opened the door. I kept myself very normal and trying to read everything at home if she said anything to Mom or if she or Mom’s behavior was different. I looked at her and just like old time and usual joked with her as a brother; “You did not wash your face today?” she made her usual face to me by shouting as usual to Mom; “Mom, brother is annoying me!” I found out that Mother was behaving normal but I saw that shilpa was a bit shying away but not too much home for the day.
The rest of that day I was trying hard to know if shilpa reacts or does something. I was now noticing her body for the first time in day light and as she looked at me I looked the other way. Did she suspect me? I was curious on many things. Shilpa did not tell anything to Mom, I should have stopped there but I knew that she did not suspect me playing with her. She still thought that I was actually dreaming and in my dreams I was thinking of touching neelima (our neighbor’s daughter). She spoke with me normally when I asked her questions as usual and she did not indicate in anyway but being a bit shy unusually. Well, her brother touched her boobs and touched at least from behind her salwar her most private part before she decided for a NO last night. I was dying to know what she will do tonight. Well she changes her spot with my other sister who was way away on the other side or she will remain where she used to be. I had to catch-up with some homework from school and kept myself busy until dinner time. On the dinner table shilpa as usual was sitting opposite me and that was giving me chances to look at her while others did not look at me. I noticed that she was also looking at times with me but as if shying.
Finally bed time came and I was so badly now looking forward for the night. Everyone as usual gone to bed and shilpa did not change her spot which I thought she might. Normally I thought it should be that she will change her spot and she used to do in the past for no reason since she used to prepare blanket with helping Mom but no she was sleeping on my right side under the blanket. I wanted to chat with her before we go to sleep. I asked her, how was your day, how was your school etc. She replied everything normal even though it was not normally I asked her. She was wearing a white hosiery long top and the normal salwar. I was curious if she has elastic or rubber-band on her salwar. I was thinking a lot of things. I was going crazy and I was where there probably was no return from what I was playing. I was playing with fire and I was determined in what I was doing. I was scared but scare did not control me much. I was religious but religious bonds were weakening against my new desires. The lights were off and suddenly as I was deep in my thoughts, I heard a voice; “Aren’t you sleeping?” I came to myself and it was shilpa asking me that question. Why did she ask me that question? She never before did. Does she Want me to explore her thinking of neelima again? Did she actually enjoy what I did last night? Or it was just a question? All of these and other questions as if cross my mind at once in just seconds. I mumbled, “Yes I am going to sleep?” I told her, and us both said good night. Our feet touched again like the other night but it was brief and just normal as it happens under every blanket and in every home. But just the touch even if it was normal felt otherwise. For the first time, felt sexy and felt desirable and felt to touch again and against all odds I teasingly touched her feet with mine again and told her sorry. She laughed and said it is ok. She said; “Last night you had some nightmare and put your legs on my legs.” “I did? I am sorry” I was bit shaky by now. “It is ok I think you were talking too” she said.”I was? What I was talking? No, you are joking.” I said.”Shhhhhhh… talk softer you will wake up others.” She whispered.”You started it” I whispered to her back.I asked her what I was saying. She said “I don’t know.” “You don’t know and you are saying that I was talking in the night while I was sleep?” I continued; “Are you saying that I am a sleep talker?” She again shushed me saying; “be quiet.” And she continued; “You were talking and that’s all I know, now please go to sleep and let me sleep too.” “Ok, Ok I will good night.”
Ok, I now know one thing, she was totally awake all the way last night but she still thinks that I was really dreaming about neelima and that it was an honest movement of me caused by my dream and sleep troubles. I was thankful that she did not tell all of this to Mom. I had to ask her one more thing. Yes I have to. Very quietly I whispered to her; “did you tell Mom that I was talking in my sleep?’ I also requested her to put her head under blanket and talk so that we don’t disturb others. She did and now in the light of night bulb both of our heads met with about a feet away as we both kept the blanket up so that we can see and talk. She said: “No, why would I tell Mom?” Oh thanks!” I thanked her and requested her; “please don’t tell anyone that I am a sleep talker””Ok, I will not. Now can we sleep?” she pleaded. Yes, yes we should. But we both laughed and I was looking at her as she was quietly laughing. I could see her body under the table and her beautiful face was shining. Man she was beautiful, she was beautiful and yes she was. Why are you looking go to sleep she teased me again. I pulled myself back and my feet touched her feet again as I moved a bit but not all the way back. Shilu? I called her (we used to call her shilu at home) She said; “Uffff what now?”
“My feet are cold; can I put them under your feet again like the other night?”She said with frustrating act; “OK go on.”All I wanted was to do this and that’s it. I move closer to her and put my feet under her knees and I thought she might say something but she didn’t. “Thanks shilu” I thanked her. “Welcome” she said and asked me to let her sleep now. Ok. Good night again and we laughed again.We all used to feel each others feet under blanket, sometimes accidentally, sometimes just because one’s feet were cold and we all four of us teasing and feet fighting and giggling just normal think in a family of four kids. But tonight I was putting my feet a bit more upper and it was under my sister’s knees. She did not object and I was now fully erect and slowly I touched my penis and found out that some kind of liquid thing was coming. I never before touched a girl that way and this was totally new to me for the past few nights and that too with no other but my own sister shilpa.
I was quiet and in about 20 minutes or so I heard shilpa was snoring very calmly. My feet were still under her knees. I slowly moved them away from under her knees and pretending to be sleep I moved them away. She half moved facing away and was still asleep. I did not do anything for another few minutes. She moved back to her first position now flat. I collected all of my courage and again pretended to sleep talk, mumbling. I moved closer to her and called her neelu, neelu… She did not respond at all. I moved my knee between her thighs and now my erect penis was touching her body on her side. I move my hand at the some time on her right chest and pretending a sweet dream of neelu I started slowly and gently rubbing shilpa’s boobs from behind her hosiery’s top. Just like last night she was not wearing a bra and I think during night she never did and I think it was not usual. Shilpa’s breathing got faster and I could feel her heart beat on the palm of my hand. I was calling neelu so to assure shilpa that I was dreaming and that these acts where absolutely innocent. She lay there and never objected and from her heart beat and her hard breathing I knew that she is not a sleep at all. I got some more courage and this time I moved my hand under her hosiery and reached for her nipples while mumbling neelu’ name and appreciating neelu’ beauty as a pretend of sleep talk. Shilpa never moved and never objected to anything. I knew that she was in fact enjoying my touch. Yes, I was sure that she was enjoying the touch of her own brother’s hand on hear bare boobs. I move for the first time my right hand under above her hair and started massaging her boobs gently. To me also it was new and to her as well. I did not wanted her to be hurt. She was my lovely sister. My sister whom I loved and I grew up together with her and now I was so close to her, so close that imaginations could not measure it. After few minutes I moved my hand slowly to her salwar just like last night. Last night after few gentle rubbing on her most private part, she got up and walked out of the room and I was careful to see what happens tonight. It went for 3 or four minutes and I could hear her fast breathing and now my face was touching her face and she was not moving herself away.
Got the courage now and pretending to be doing all of this in dream with the neighbor’s daughter neelu, I wanted her to be sure that I was doing it in innocence. She believed me but at the same time she was enjoying my touch all over her. She was quiet. I said to myself, now be the time! Yes, do it!I moved my hand upward to move to see if she had elastic or threaded band. She had elastic. It was so easy now. Will she object? I was a bit tense about it. Will she let me actually feel her vagina? From the top of salwar it was not much to feel but it was a lot anyway. But now I was trying to move somewhere beyond. Waited a bit, got the courage and she was breathing hard and I was breathing hard and I had a full speed heart beat. I mumbled, “neelu, can I touch you? Can I please?” And with that I moved my fingers inside her salwar for few moments I just put my fingers on the top of soft, very soft silk feeling hair. I was a bit surprised because I did not know that girls also have hair. She was just 16 and I was 18. I had myself few some hairs now. But I was so stupid that I never knew that girls too have hair there. I was sweating and I had almost fainted but collected my courage again and started exploring my sister shilu’s vagina. I could feel that she was shivering. She did not object at all. I knew now fully that she wants this and therefore, I started slowly but gently exploring her vagina. As I moved here and there, not knowing what to do? As I moved my fingers went downward, and my fingers felt some wetness. I Knew that she must have had what I have on my penis. But it was making my fingers slippery and it felt so good as I moved up and down. I heard some kind of moan from her and knew that she was very much excited about it. She was suddenly shaking as if she had some hard fever. And she was now moving herself and she was moaning but with a lot of care.What in the world am I doing? I am actually touching my sister’s vagina and I was touching her vagina lips and I am feeling her vagina wetness and hair. As I was rubbing my penis on her side something very wrong and funny and scary and terrible happed. My penis started jumping here and there without control and I was like peeing on myself. It felt so good that I never ever in my life had such an experience. My salwar was wet and I was sure that it even did her side a bit wet since it was so much. I could not control myself and pulled myself and quickly move from her away. I was scared but still I managed to pretend that I was a sleep and started snoring slowly as I moved to my part of the blanket. No one did anything. She was not moving and I was not moving and I think she knew that I woke up from dreaming and I could hear that she was snoring. But I knew that she was now pretending to be a deep sleep. Now I know that it was my first ever orgasm and I know from her shaking and moans and movements that she also had her first orgasm, an orgasm awakened by her own brother…
I woke up when Mom called and I looked that shilpa was already gone out of the room but I was in no mood to wake up. I said; “Mom I have headache I can not wakeup, I slept for some more time and woke up and came out and my little brother and sisters were preparing for school. Shilpa was not getting ready as normal for school. I asked her: “shilu, you are not getting ready for school?” She looked at me and put her eyes down with some little smile on her face and before she answers, Mom said; “today I am going to your uncles home and shilu has to be at home for a day so that she can prepare some food and do other chores.” Hearing this, I decided this is it. I complained again to Mom about my headache; “I think I will sleep today because I have a bad headache.” Hearing this shilpa looked at me a quick look and putting down hear head I notice her happiness. Mom said; “or you sure you want to miss your school?” I responded; “Yes Mom, I can’t do anything there.” She told shilpa to give some headache pill from shelve to your brother. She said; “Ok Mom.”
I went back to my bed complaining about my head. Honestly, I had no headache at all. I just wanted to be alone to see what happens when I was alone for a day with shilpa. As I lay my head on the pillow, I started thinking and planning a lot of things. What to do, how to communicate with shilpa how to face her in the first place alone after last night, does she suspect me that I knew that I was doing all of these things with her last night or she still thinks that I was unaware of it and that I was just dreaming. But I knew one thing for %100 sure that she enjoyed every bit of it as much as I did. I still remember her heart beats and her orgasm and her shaking like mad fever and her fully wet vagina and her heaving breading. Yes she enjoyed her own brother’s touch and she pretended as much as I did. But did she come to know that I came to know that I was doing with her while dreaming about neelu? Well, I was not dreaming about neelu but according to her I was… But was it now clear to her that I actually knew that I touched her and that I knew now? These and many other questions came to my mind. But I knew one more thing, as soon as I said that I have headache and that I was not going to school, she looked happy.
What will happen today? This was a one crore (10 millions) Rupees question. What ever happens, it is going to be big.Dad was already gone since he used to go to his job and other two kids gone to school now and Mom left us a little later and as I heard the shutting of the hour gate I knew that now we are alone. I was still lying when I heard noise in the kitchen. Ok, shilu is in the kitchen. Should I go or should I wait? Finally I decided to call Mom for a cup of water and pill pretending that Mom was still home.Mom, can you please give me a pill with a glass of water?’ shilpa came to the room and said; “Mom has gone and she said that you must first eat some food before taking pill” I looked at her and she behaved normal but happy. She teased me, “so you have headache huh, or just wanted to not to go school.” She always teased me like that and it was very normal. She continued; “get up my headache brother and eat some food and take your pill.”Hearing this I got up to run after her as usually I did but this day my intentions were different. I came to the kitchen and slapped her behind her head (a very mild one as brothers and sisters do to tease).
“So you think I am not honest and skipping the school huh.” I scolded her lovingly.She replied; “No you do have headache because all nights you are talking to yourself thinking of neelu.” She rounded her eyes in tease. Come on you are lying.” I said.No I am not lying you talk all the night and you say weird things.” she said.What weird things?” I asked.I don’t know.” She replied with smile teasingly.Ok, Ok I believe you; I said to her and inquired if she told Mom that I am talking in the night. She said “no.” “Oh thanks, please don’t tell her I beg you.” I pleaded and as if I was really dreaming but I told her that I never thought about neelu I could I dream about her? She said; “I don’t know but you are dreaming about her.” She continued in teasing me; “should I tell neelu that my poor brother is in love with her?””No, please, shilu you silly, I don’t think about her at all, I don’t know why I was dreaming about her I even don’t remember that I was dreaming about her.” I continued; “Please don’t tell her, do you think your brother should see a girl like her?””Ok, come and eat, your eggs are ready.” She gave the plate to me in the kitchen.While eating breakfast I again started conversation with her by requesting to please keep your brothers dreams a secret. She said; “Ok I will not tell anyone about my brothers dreams and other things he does when he is a sleep.” She said again rounding her eyes and teasing me.
“What other things?” I asked.She shied and went into the kitchen again. I followed her and asked her in a surprised face; “What you mean about other things, what other things?”She did not replay anything and I knew she and I both have touched the very thing for which I stayed back home. “Please tell me shilu what other things?” I pleaded.She calmly asked me, “promise you will not get angry if I tell you?” I said; “I promise I will not get angry please tell me what other things I did?””Ok, i’ll tell you,” she said and continued; “You in your dreams while repeating neelu’ name were touching me.” “You are lying shilu,” I acted angry but I wanted her to be comfortable, “I am sorry shilu, I did not know this please, please forgive me, I did not mean this.”
She smiled and said; “My poor brother dreaming about girls.” She continued; “I will not tell anyone about my naughty brother’s things.” Now that it reached that much, I asked her, “Why you did not wake me up?”She said; “I tried but your legs were heavy on me”What you mean my legs were heavy?” I asked her as if I did not know anything.”You put your one leg on the top of me thinking I was neelu and, and …” she stopped.”And, and what? I asked.”Nothing,” she giggled.Again I asked her to forgive me that I did not know and please don’t tell Mom or I will be killed.” And she said; “Ok I promise I will not tell anyone, how many times I tell you that I will keep your naughty secrets as secret my poor brother.” And she laughed and teased me with her eyes.”shilu, can I asked you something?” I asked her in a pleading way.”Yes ask me what is in your head.” She replied by pressing on the word “yes” as if she is fed up but she was teasing me with her smiley face.”What other things I did?” I asked.The next few seconds we both were quiet and I waiting for some response and she broke the silence and said; “Your hands were on me too.” She flushed. “And,” she stopped again, “and? I questioned; “and what shilu?””No, will not tell you more.” She was very shy and asked me to let her alone so that she can do kitchen work otherwise Mom will know that all we did was chit-chatting.
I asked her one more time to promise me to tell me what happened in the night and she said; “Ok, I will, I will, my poor brother fallen in love of neelu.” She teased me again about neelima.I also requested her not let Mom know about our all of our talks or my dreams etc. And she agreed.I changed my cloth and went to Market for the day and returned just before the dinner time.Mom did not return from our Aunts home and shilpa cooked the dinner. I asked if Mom returned, Dad said that she will return tomorrow later afternoon. I was thinking ok, that’s another day of missing school for me. I looked to shilpa, she was smiling in a very protective way. She had some clear happiness on her face and I already thought during the day what must I do tonight. But first let us see if she changes her spot. When everyone went to bed as usual, shilpa still was in the kitchen. She came late and our eyes met. The light in the room was still on. I knew that she has not changed spot because others where have the other two sides and she been going to sleep exactly where she used to.
I said shilu and she quickly shushed me to be quiet. She whispered and said; “speak quietly others may wake up. I nodded and whispered back to her: Can I request you something shilu?” She said; “What?”I said, will you please wake me up tonight if my hand or leg was on you if I was sleep-talking?” She shyly but with teasing mood said; “No”Please, Please,” I whispered louder. At this time she brought her hand on my mouth and whispered; “Ok, you are getting us in trouble with your dreams, ok I will wake you up, happy?” She smiled and I thanked her.I knew that tonight things are going to start lot faster. I knew that she enjoyed exactly like I enjoyed. I was wondering if she even will sleep. Lights went off we said good nights and we went to bed.Tonight I noticed she very quickly started snoring. I knew that she was probably pretending and giving me indications to start my work.I wasted no time at all. I started whispering neelu’ name and moved myself very close to shilpa and moved my left leg positioned between her thighs. I did not move my hand yet. I waited to see what she will react. I slowly realized that she was breathing hard. I don’t know what she was thinking. I whispered one more time neelu’ Name and moved my hand on her boobs and move my middle body so that my now erect penis was touching her hip on the right side. As I move my hand on her cloth by rubbing gently on her boobs, she was breathing heavily. I was waiting if she was going to wake me up as she promised. I stopped doing anything just put my hand on her soft boobs and my knee was positioned between her legs very close to her upper thighs and close to her most holy parts. It was a taboo breaking night for me. I was determined to do things when she knows that I am doing only with her and that she responds to me when we both are fully awake and knowing each other and whispering words to each other. I opened my eyes very dimly and the darkness was still in the room but from the little light of the street electric pole some visibility was there. Suddenly I felt shilpa’s hands on my shoulder trying to wake me up. My hand was still on her boobs and my leg positioning my knee was still firmly between her upper thighs.I acted as if I am waking up asked her mumbling; “what?” She quickly put her hand on my mouth and whispered; “Quiet” and continued by whispering; “You told me to wake you up when you were sleep-talking; I fulfilled my promise, happy?”
Thanks, I told her and I did not move my hands from her neither move my leg. I asked her, “O my goodness, this is the way I was touching you? She whispered back; “yes, buddhu (silly)!” She announced. I move my hand and leg away from her and apologized to her. She said; “It is ok, you were asleep.” I asked her what else I did because she told me that I did other things. She said; “I don’t know.” I asked her, how come you don’t know when you said I did other things. She did not say anything but when I whispered louder she, put her hand again on my mouth and said; “Ok I will let you know for God’s sake can you please whisper quietly?” I said ok, please tell me.She stopped for moment and said with vibrating voice; “you,” she stopped. I asked; “I what? She said; “I am ashamed to tell you.” I think her modesty was coming on the way of her openness.I had to give her courage. I asked her very quietly; “shilu, you promised me to tell me everything now please tell me, please.” After few seconds of pause, she whispered and said; “You moved your hand under…” and she stopped again. Ok, she needs some help I thought. I whispered to her and asked her, I will move my hand on your boobs (I used for the first time the boobs, to her) and I will move here and there and you tell me by nodding is that ok?” She nodded to yes.
Now I moved my hand on her boobs by rubbing slowing and I said like this, she nodded yes. I moved now further down and asked her again and she nodded. I moved my hand now under her garment and reached her lovely nipples and I asked her like this, she nodded. By now room light was better and I could see her flushing face clearly.I massaged her nipples very gently and her breathing got heavier and she had a heavy heart beat too. She was moaning very quietly very modestly. I asked her; “shilu, I am your brother, is it ok to do this?” She did not say anything. She did not even nod. She kept quiet. I don’t know what she was thinking. So I asked her; “Please shilu nod at least or I will think that you do not want to tell me what things I did.” I asked her again; “Please nod ok” and she nodded for nodding. Good, it was going well.
I asked her, “This is the only thing I did, rubbing your boobs and putting my leg between your thighs?” She this time whispered instead of nodding. She said; No, you did more things.” “What more things? How will I know, I was a sleep and I don’t know what I did. She did not answer. I asked her again; “Did I do more things with my hand and leg?” She whispered back this time and said; “With you hand.” Ok, I said and took her and gave my hand to her and said; “Since you are not telling me at least now take my hand and show me what where else I put my hand on your body is that Ok, she whispered and said “yes.”And with that she guided my hand and put it right on her vagina mounds. “No, I did?” I asked her and she “nodded shyly.Did I rub your cunt (vagina)? Again I used the sexiest word for vagina. She whispered and shyly said yes. I started rubbing her vagina and through her silky salwar it was slippery but very enjoyable because it was for the first time I was doing and let her know that I was doing her and not neelu. She was moving herself a bit and I asked her; “Do you like it?’ She nodded shyly. I could not see since it was under the blanket (table and blanket) but the feeling of it was wow.
I was shaking and she was shaking and we both had heavy breathing. I asked her; “did I move my hand inside your salwar too?” she did not say anything. I asked her again to please tell me, she whispered yes. I moved my hand under her elastic and reached for her most holy place and started to finger her with more experience now since last night. My penis was in full pain now. I rubbed her and she was so wet that all my fingers were full of liquid. I asked her; “why did you pee?” She whispered; “It is not pee buddhu (silly).” What it is I asked, she said; “I don’t know.””Do you like it?” I asked and she whispered now and said yes. Her voice was so much vibrating and it was clearly that she was very hot now.I asked her, do you want to touch my penis I asked her. She did not say a word nor did she nod. I grabbed her hand and put it on my penis and asked her to please move up and down. She hesitated but when I pleaded, she started. I had some pre-liquid already but not orgasm but we both now massaged each other.
I moved my one finger and bit more in her vagina when she stopped me. I asked why? She whispered and said; “Mom told me that I must be very careful with that part until marriage. I accepted her words and just slowly rubbed her fully wet vagina When I sensed that she was moving herself move and something more hotter liquid started coming to my fingers. She closed her eyes and was shaking badly and move her other hand on my hand and rubbed her wet and hot pussy the way she wanted and she was sweating by now. Seeing her actions and her hand rubbing my penis (in today’s term my cock) I started the feeling of last night and I was moaning loud when she move her hand from my hand on her pussy to my mouth to shut me up because I think I didn’t realize that I was moaning loud. Her hand had her pussy juice and it was on my lips and I smelled something very different. Something funny, but it felt good. By now we both had reached end of our orgasm and were she whispered and told me; “you peed on my hands buddhu (silly)” We both laughed slowly and calmly. I could see her face so happy. I moved my mouth and kissed her lips for the first time and asked her; “Is this I did the other nights?” She whispered by moving out her tongue and teasing sister and said; “yes”
I told her that I will never again think of neelima. I did not let her know that I planned all of this. I wanted this to remain a secret within my heart. She looked at me with satisfied eyes I moved again and Kissed her I told her; “I love you shilu.” She responded; “I love you too brother.” I told her to please not tell this to Mom. I knew she will never do that but I just was letting her know that how stupid I was.She said; “I will never buddhu, she will kill us.” We both laughed and said good nights after some more talks about tomorrow her being again at home etc.In the morning when I woke up, Dad was already gone to work the other two were still sleeping but shilpa was not in the room. I got up and found that shilpa was performing prayer I stood behind her and started doing prayer too. As soon as she finished her prayer, she was still on the prayer rug I approached her and sat behind her and hugged her from behind. She tried to separate but I held her soft and beautiful breasts and gently started rubbing them. She told; “Please leave me it is not the time. I have to get food ready for you all because you have to go to school.” I said; “shilu I am sick, I can not go to school.” She looked at me while getting up and teased me saying; “you are sick or some other thing.” And she ran to the kitchen by saying that.I also did not wanted to trouble shilpa since she was preparing food for the other two and Mom was still away to our uncle’s home as Dad said last night that she will return later in the afternoon.
I helped her waking up the other two and asking them to get ready and other things, you know how kids that age are in the morning. After those two left for the school I was in my school cloths pretending in front of those two to be going to school too. As soon as they left, I rushed to the kitchen where shilpa was washing the dishes, I held her from behind and she tried pretending to be fighting me but she was just enjoying it. I told her, come on shilu, you can do those things later. Come here, she was hesitantly but willingly came as I was holding her and she was in front of me as I took her inside the room. She said; “what are you doing, Mom will come.” I told her; “do you remember, Mom is not going to be home until late afternoon.”Saying this, I went to her and she took one of the pillows started hitting me with. She was playing with me pretending to defend her. I took the other pillow and we started hitting each other with pillows and doing a lot of laughers. No one was home but us. I said; let us go to Dad and Mom’s room. She was not willing and I took her by the hands and took her to our parent’s room. We started wrestling and touching and she was pretending to not want these but she was laughing and she was so happy and I could not see her happier then this at any other time.
We both were breathless from struggles and pillow fights and bushings and lots of fun. We both lay there on the ground. As she lay there flat, I moved on the top of her, she again tried to rescue herself with trying to get me with her teeth but she did not hurt me. I loved this play. I was totally on her top and our chests were touching and our most private parts were on the perfect positions. She kind of gave up and lay there and looking at me and teasing me said; “Go to neelima, I am your sister.” I said; “I am a sister lover you don’t know?” She said that it was sin. I said, it is a sweet sin. I moved my hand down to her pussy mounds and started rubbing and she moaned and said; “So you are sick huh?” I said; “shilu… “She said; “What brother?” I said; “let us get naked.” She said; No never. But I pushed her salwar with my toe and since it is the power of toe, elastic held salwar was in no time fully down and she tried in vain to stop but it was too late. Now she was half naked but I still had not seen her holy place. I was looking her face and she slapped me in tease and I put my mouth on her mouth.
I told her; “shilu, I have an idea!” She asked what naughty brother?”I said you can revenge what I did to you. She said how. I said, just pull down my salwar with your toe and we will get equal. She said no. I said that means you can not do. She said; I can. So do it if you can, I know you can not do that at all. I teased her over and over again and she pulled her one foot and put her toe on my slawar which I already loosened without letting her know and she pushed and my slawar went down all the way and what remained I got rid of and now we both were naked down-half and my cock was on her pussy and it was hard. She said; “Be careful not to insert because Mom will kill us. Mom said that I have to be careful with there.” I asked with where? And she said there. I asked where, does it have a name? She teasingly and very calmly said; cunt.
I said; Ok, I will not insert, don’t worry. I got up and I was sitting her front part and as I sat on her I for the first time saw her mounds and she tried to hide her with her hands but I lifted her hands off. I started rubbing her pussy with my finger and she arched and moaned. I then took my shirt off and I was fully naked and helped her remove her shirt and she was now gloriously naked and she was beautiful. The room was fully light and it was now daylight and bulbs light and she looked perfect like that. She moved her hands to cover her face and she was shy. I took her hands off of her face and looked at her and she looked like a fairy. I kissed her and she looked at me and I said, I love you, she responded whispering in shy “I love you too Brother.”For few moment we looked at each other and I requested her; “shilu” She said; “What?”I said can I rub my cock there. She asked, where. I said cunt. She did not respond but closed her eyes. I asked her again pleading. She without opening her eyes, said; “Just don’t insert it…” I said OK. I requested her to part her legs. She did.For the first time I looked her holy place. It was so beautiful scene it was so sexy, it was so, so, I don’t have words for it.I touched her with my fingers and she moaned and I moved my cock’s head and entered the most holy place of her for the first time and as I started rubbing there she moved her hand and took my cock into her hand and started rubbing it on in her pussy. Both of us were wet. My pre-cum and hers met and it was sensational and it was very hot. She moved every where with loud noises and I was also moaning very loud. She was moving the head of my cock inside but was very careful that her virginity remains intact. She knew what she was doing and I was in the 7th paradise my sweet sister shilu.
She said, I am about to ejaculate. I was also there and we both almost at the same time came fully with loads. She quickly moved me with force to her naval and I exploded all on her tummy and she now pushed my hand on her pussy and started helping me rub her pussy with her hand and my finger. She cried out loud oooo aaaauuu ooo aaaa and lots of noises and was as if squeezed and shaking very vibrant and she held me with her hands now almost hurting me as she buried her face on my chest. She was sweating. I had my own share of shakes and joy of ejaculating on her and as our tummies met it was fully wet with my semen and. There was a smell which smelled so sexy so funny so aromatic. We lay there for a moment and as we came to ourselves, we laughed and she said to clean her with her kamiz. I did. I asked her, how long I can not insert into her, she said never because this will bring all pain and bad name to our family and our parents may even die. She paused and then she said; “but…” and she Stopped I asked her but what? She whispered and said; “but you can enter the other place.” I asked her, which place she said; you have to find out that yourself… and she laughed and said; “what a buddhu brother I have.” And she continued to laugh teasing me…She then said; “It is my back (ass hole).” I said; really, she nodded… and shied away.After few a three or four minutes of pause my cock was again getting hard and I asked her if I can insert this time in her ass hole. She nodded shyly. I said how? She shyly slapped me again and said; “From my behind buddhu (silly).” I asked how, She said I will help my poor brother and she teased me. She got up and kneeled and her hips were up and her ass hole and pussy were all so perfectly visible. She whispered; “do you know now what to do?” I said I think so. I put the head of my cock on her ass hole and started rubbing and I was somewhat already wet and with that my cock was slippery on her ass whole. I started inserting slowly. She was so tight there that it was going difficultly despite the slipperiness of our parts. But it was going it. When it was a quarter in she was like aaaaaaooo stop, stop, stope, it is paining she said. I said Ok, I removed. She said; “you need to make it wet I think. I knew from the stories of boys that they do it with their mouth water. So I did, and it was now so slippery and I inserted again and this time it was going more smoothly inside her. She was crying with akhkk and ufff and aaas but she told me not to stop.
I slowly and gently went almost all of my 7 inches of cock inside her. Once inside fully she told me to let it be there for some time and I Obeyed. She lowered herself by now saying that it will not hurt that way. I obeyed her as she said and my own cock was also paining by now since it was the first time for me also inserting my cock anywhere. Before this I did not even jerked off. Now you can imagine what was going on. We both were totally new to this new pleasure and this too was the sweetest and the most forbidden of all since this does not happen all over and if it does, people don’t talk about it.But it was something worth dying for. Yes, it was. I slowly started moving as she requested me and she was also moving slowly up and down. It was becoming more slippery now and more enjoyable and we both were moaning loudly. There was pain but there was joy and it felt soooooo gooood so good that it is absolutely not expressible. In few more strokes, I told her that I am exploding and she said don’t take it out, do it inside and I obey and when this time I came, it was a very different experience altogether. I was crying out loud Auuuuu shiluuuuu aaaa ffff ooooooaaaaa and she was equally now moaning loud and she move my hand on her pussy lips started rubbing and now she was exploding too because there was very hot liquid all over my fingers.
I loaded all my water inside her body and inside any body it was the fist mega orgasm I had and this was inside no other girl but my own dear sister. I had tasted the most forbidden pleasure in the world and it was seventh heaven for me right on earth. As we calmed down we were sweating. I moved out my cock from her and we both hugged each other and we kissed each other. She this time broke the silence; “My buddhu brother, I love you.” I kissed her on her lips and said; “I love you to shilu my lovely sister, I love you more then my life.” I continued; “thank u shilu thank you! We both squeezed each other tightly as if lovers have met after a loooooong gap. We lay there for an hour or so in faint, love, and aroma of our holy waters… Was it a dream? No it was not, it was real and it really happened.
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