In 1993 I got employment as a clerk in an automobile manufacturing firm and
after two month’s training in their Chennai Office I was posted in their area
office in Tanjore, Tamilnadu, India I went there and my lodging was arranged
with one of my relative. In his house one portion of ground floor was occupied
by him and another portion was let out to his brother-in-law.
In upstairs there was a portion let out to a malayalle family and a small room was occupied by me. I would have my food outside in hotels. On a few festival occasions I would take
food with my relatives on their invitation. My office was about 1 kilometer from my house and I was keeping a bicycle for my travel. In my office besides me, there was area manager, two field engineers ( their names were LB and GK) and a lady typist. I was to attend all activities
inside and outside the office excepting technical works.
One day GK received a big incentive payment and he distributed sweets to us.
Later in the evening he invited me and LB for a treat and we three went to a
wine shop for enjoyment. I had not tasted liquor till then and so they advised
me to have beer when they would take whisky. I consumed a bottle of beer and
later we went to a restaurant for food.
It was a Non vegetarian hotel. I was a
pure vegetarian and so I wanted to avoid it but they teased me and so I took
some non-veg food for the first time. As I had taken beer and non-veg food I was
afraid to return to my place. So LB said to me that there was none in his house
( his wife and kids had gone outstation) and suggested that I can sleep in his
house and go to my place in the morning…
So I went to his house to spend the night there. He was having a little whisky
with him and he started to consume it. I was tempted and I also consumed a
little whisky for the first time and after that I slept like a log till 8 AM of the next day. After this incident secretively I started drinking. I would buy a bottle of
whisky and keep it in home and daily take it in small doses. I would be very
careful that my act is not noticed by my relatives or others in the house.
One day in the evening I returned from office and I was sipping my usual quota
of whisky when the malayalee tenant VM came to my room because he needed break for 100 rupee note. I immediately hid the bottle the whiskey glass and later gave him the change. However he had noticed the bottle and the tumbler in the meantime before I could hide them. He did not say anything but he merely smiled at me. Later after
some days he met me in the street
And enquired me whether I was a regular
drinker. I confessed that daily I take a small quantity of whisky because I
liked it and further it was my notion that liquor in small dose taken daily is
like a tonic. Then he invited me and we went to a liquor shop. We had beer and
whisky. I took only a very small quantity but he consumed a very large amount.
So he became unsteady and was unable to walk properly.
I brought him home.
Fortunately the staircase to our upstairs portion was separate and I managed to take him to his portion without my relatives seeing us.VM was a bank employee and he had his wife, one son aged 10, one daughter aged 7 or so, his mother and his grandmother with him. His wife was about 35-40 years. When he returned home drunk, his wife did not like it and so she scolded me for getting him drunk. I apologized very much to her and begged her to keep quiet so that my relative down below will not know it. Then I went to my portion.
The next day in the morning I just peeped into VM’s portion just to ensure that
things are alright. VM was soundly sleeping. Then his wife (R) apologized to me
for being rude in the previous night and invited me to have tea with them. I
gladly did it and while taking tea she told me that VM normally avoids drink but
when he takes it he goes without limit.
Worry about his health was the reason
why she got angry with me and for scolding me. I assured her that it was chance happening only, I was not a hard drinker and it will not happen again. I chatted for some time with her and I felt nice about her manners. Before this time though I had seen her many times yet I had spoken with her a few times only and our talk was limited to one or two words, mostly about the need to switch on the water pump to fill up the empty overhead water tank.
She was short, fair complexioned, rather plump and with very dark long hair. She
would always remain neatly dressed and also apply some scent giving out nice
fragrance and if one stands near her the fine smell will be giving a pleasant
feeling. Her belly was big. Her hip portion was very fleshy and there were one
or two folds of fat in her hips. She will wear her sari exposing much of her
hips. While she walked these hip folds will swing giving a nice sexy look.
She also had jutting buttocks and when she bends or gets up after sitting, her
sari will stick to her buttocks channel and it will give a sexy look. She had
ample breasts and usually she will wear a tight bodice and her cleavage was
noticeable. While talking with her my eyes will be glued to her tits and
cleavage and though she would notice it, yet she will keep quiet. In short I was
always tempted by her body and secretly watch her with desire whenever possible.
As she was a married woman with 2 children I had to maintain the decorum with
her in my talks with her. All the same I used to have sexy feelings towards her
and many times if possible I will watch her surreptitiously and would often
masturbate thinking about her nice body.
This occasion was the first time I had a long talk with her and having tea also
with her. I was very much elated by this incident. After this my relationship
with her became more cordial. I would somehow find some ways of talking with her
and as I was always tempted by her beauty I would somehow show my admiration for her and earn her smile as my reward.
One day in the open terrace adjoining our portion she brought some quantity of
wheat and spread it on the floor for sun drying. After this she stood nearby
watching so that birds and squirrels will not eat the grains. When I saw her
standing I brought and placed a chair in the verandah adjacent to my room and
requested her to sit in the chair in shade instead of standing in sunlight. She
gladly thanked me and sat there.
I thought I can chat with her for sometime but her mother-in-law came and so I
remained in my room. After remaining there for a few minutes her mother-in-law
went away and R kept sitting in the chair reading some magazine. I again thought
I can go and talk with her but suddenly I had a different idea.
I had kept my room door closed but the window was open whereby she was sitting. I kept a mirror over my bed so that the window will be reflected in the mirror. I took away my clothes and I lied on my bed fully nude but kept my face averted from the window. Then I started masturbating and at the same tome made little noises in ecstasy. I watched the window reflected in the mirror. I was careful that the noise I make will be heard by her.
A few minutes later in the mirror reflection I found that she was peeping into the room though the window. When she saw my condition she immediately withdrew her head. I had hoped that she will continue to look at me and was disappointed when she immediately withdrew her head but I did not stop my act and I continued masturbating at the same time making more noises in ecstasy. After a few minutes she again looked inside but this time she did not withdraw her head and she continued to look at my act.
I was thrilled by this and so I increased my rubbing speed and arched my back so that my full penis can be seen by her. She continued looking at me and she must have felt my show was comical and so she smiled also. I think this went for about 4 or 5 minutes, her watching my act of masturbation. By now I had gone to the climax so I gave a final vigorous shake and withdrew my hand when I had a massive ejaculation.
My semen fell on my stomach and on my thighs and fully satisfied I remained like that till my penis was drained of entire fluid and fell limp. All the time I could notice in the mirror that she was watching the entire thing. Later I got up and she immediately left the window. I cleaned myself and wore clothes and came out of the room. She was sitting in the chair reading the
magazine. I went to the toilet and after passing urine I washed myself and came
and sat in the verandah a little distance from her.
I asked her what she is reading and she said it was a Malayalam magazine. Then I
asked her whether she is able to see Malayalam movies in Tanjore. She said in
one or two theatres Malayalam movies are shown but usually they are older films
and new releases take much time to come there. Then she asked me whether I see many movies and we chatted like that for some time about films.
We talked about various film stars and I carefully made some lewd comments about some actresses. I made some particularly nasty and vulgar comments about one actress of that time who was very popular heroine in Tamil and Malayalam movies. Then she said “why – all men are crazy about her and they call her as the Dream Lady – don’t you like her? – does not she come in your dreams and disturb your sleep?”.
I could not give her a proper reply. She asked me whether I had seen Malayalam movies and I told her that I had seen a few Malayalam movies and I told her “but I found them all very sexy only”. Then she teased me by saying that “you have selected and seen such movies only because your age is such”. I made a weak protest but enjoyed the talk with her very much. After some time she took the grains and went to her house.
This incident had given me much satisfaction and I felt that she may not be
averse to me if I make a sexual move towards her. I felt very much eager to touch her and see her reaction. So I waited for the opportunity. After some days, one morning she brought washed clothes and started hanging them for drying in the clothesline strung in the open terrace. I watched her doing this and when it was over she returned to go to her portion.
She had to cross my room for this and so I timed it correctly and came out of my room suddenly. I collided with her on her side and she got unbalanced and she was about to fall
down. I immediately caught her from falling and I did it in such a way that my
right hand caught hold of her chest and left hand caught her hip.
I made her stand steady and at the same time tightly held her. In doing this I saw that my right hand caught hold of her one breast and I squeezed it gently. I asked her whether she was okay and she replied “Yes”. But I did not take away my hands and I kept pressing her breast and hip. I said I was sorry for colliding with her in my rush. She replied that it was okay and asked me to release her so that she can go away.
Then sheepishly I said “Sorry” and took my hands. But I did it only after pressing her breast gently one more time and also I slowly rubbed her buttocks. While removing my hand from her breast I touched her stomach also and tried to touch her private part. But she deftly pushed my hand away. When I took my hands she went away and while going she turned and gave me a nice smile. I was a little afraid that she might get angry and scold me but her reaction was different. So I was very much elated by her smile.
I knew very well that she was aware of the fact that I collided with her wantonly for the purpose of touching her. Her action of smiling at me instead of getting angry with me gave me a sense of elation and I immediately felt an erection. I went inside my room and masturbated all the time cherishing the nice feel of her tit and hip.
After this I was watching for another opportunity when I can touch her. But for
quite some time there was no luck for me. Then about three months later news
came to VM that some relative of him passed away in Kerala (his place). As
travel to his place from Tanjore is costlier, only he and his mother went there.
So for about a week his wife, son, daughter and his grandmother stayed alone. I
Thought this is my best opportunity and I should not miss it. So I wrote a letter setting out all my passions and I pleaded her to allow me to have some nice time with her. I somehow managed to give the letter to her which she immediately took from me surreptitiously. I eagerly awaited her response.
The next day morning she asked me what was in the letter. I asked her whether
she had not read it. She replied that she being a Malayalee, she can speak Tamil
but she did not know to read or write in Tamil. As my letter was in Tamil she did not understand it. Then I cursed myself for not writing it in English. I said to her that as her husband was away we should make use of the golden opportunity to find mutual pleasure. I said in Tamil “sir oorla illai – indha samayaththa veen pannama naama jaaliya irukkalaam – enna sarithane?”.
She immediately asked me how did I assume that she will invite me to her bed for sex. I was not expecting such words from her and I did not know what to reply. I weakly said ” Don’t you like me?”She said ” Why I should like you? – I am married and I have kids – How did you get the feeling that I will have desire for you?”.I was perplexed by her words and said to her ” If you are not interested then
why did you watch my masturbation the other day?”
She replied “How did you know that?”. I said ” I saw your reflection in mirror”. She said ” I see you are very clever. But it is not so. I have sometimes seen men doing it. So when I saw you were doing it I just watched it for fun” Then I said “but I spoke sexy things about actresses and you liked it”. She tittered and said “what is there – all people love to gossip about film stars”.
Then I asked her “Then why on the other day you allowed me to hold you?”. She said “That day you caught me from falling and that is all”. I said ” No doubt that day I caught you from falling but I also held you for more than the necessary time and also did mischief on you breast and backside. You did not object or get angry with me and you actually smiled at me.”
She replied “Just because I tolerated your little pranks do you think that I am
a prostitute and will oblige you for your pleasure?”. I did not know what to
reply and stood perplexed. I had assumed that she will be as eager as me for
having sex with me. So her negative response confused me.
Then she angrily said ” I find you are a very bad person and you have obscene thoughts in your mind about me. I will now itself go and tell your relative about your drinking et cetera. I will tell him that family ladies cannot be safe with you being here and I will request him to get you vacated immediately from this place.”
I became very much afraid because I had not expected such hostel reaction from her. All along I was hoping that she will be eager to give me a nice time but her threats gave me very much fear. If she would speak bad about me to my relative I will be put to great shame in my family.
So I folded my hands in total supplication and said “Elder sister — I am very
sorry and please forgive me for my wrong acts. Do not tell anything to others
and please save me”.
Then to my utter surprise she giggled and said “Did I give you a very good fright?”. I stood gaping at her and she said “I just wanted to test your nerves. Do not worry. I will not say anything to anyone”.
Her words calmed me and I said ” Then what is your reply to my request?”. She
said “There is no way we can be together privately for some time. During daytime
it is unthinkable and in the night you know we lock our main door for safety.
Further my grandmother is a very light sleeper and slightest noise will wake her
and she will get up and look for the source of the noise.
Also my kids will be
sleeping by my side. So how it is possible for you to come to me for enjoyment?.
So you will have to be content with what you are doing now — doing with your hand while thinking about me is the only remedy for your desires”.So saying she went away and what she said was true. What she said was correct and there was no way we could be together for sometime. For two days I pondered over some means of getting her alone but did not find any way. Then suddenly a thought came to me.
Every day in the early morning at about 5 or 5,15 AM she will go outside to get
milk pockets from the vending booth. I thought this time could be taken to our
advantage and so next day morning I set alarm and woke up at 4.45 AM. I only
wore a dhoti and no underwear so that my cock will be free.
Then I kept a watch and shortly after 5 AM she went to get milk. She returned
after some 10 minutes. I was waiting near stair case and when she saw me I
signaled her to keep quiet and come inside my room. She hesitated for a minute
and then quietly entered my room. I immediately embraced her and kissed her very
passionately in her lips.
By this time I was having a massive erection and I pressed my erection on her
body and rubbed it. She kept the milk pockets on the table and grabbed my
buttocks and squeezed them hard. I tried to push her on my cot but she resisted
and said that I should stop. I was mad with desire and so I just pulled my dhoti
and stood nude before her.
My penis was fully erect and dancing with desire and
seeing it she smiled. She immediately grabbed my erect penis and vigorously
shook it. I tried to stop her and pleaded to her to get undressed and allow me to enter
her. But she did not agree and at the same time increased the pressure on my
cock and vigorously jerked it. I was driven crazy by her touch. I again kissed
her and grabbed her tits.
I madly squeezed her breasts and I could not control myself any longer so I
tightly embraced her and I ejaculated right on her body. She gently jerked my
penis drawing all my juice and kept my penis cupped in her hand. We stood like
That for some time and when my penis became limp she took her hand and stood
Away from me. My ejaculation had completely wetted the hip portion of her sari and her hand
was also dripping of semen. When I saw it I said ” I am sorry – I have spoilt
your sari”. She said it was alright and she wiped her hand also clean on her
sari. Then taking the milk pocket she immediately left my room.
I wanted to keep her for some more time with me. So I told her “your sari is wet with my semen – so clean it with water and remain sometime under the fan till your sari gets dried”. But she only laughed and said ” I will manage” and went away. I sat on the cot quite spent and with mixed feelings. Her hand masturbating me
was very thrilling to me and I had a massive and deeply satisfying ejaculation.
But at the same time I could not do anything more than to kiss her and squeeze
her breasts. I had not seen her nudity. I had not touched her buttocks or cunt.
I had very much desired to give at least one fuck to her and it did not happen.
So on the whole while I felt unhappy. Though I had ejaculated I did not get the fullest satisfaction of enjoying her. Then I resolved that the next day somehow I will fuck her. The next day I was again ready by 4.45 AM and when she returned with milk around 5.15 AM I stood by my room and invited her with a smile to come to me. She came inside and I closed the door. She kept milk pocket on table and stood facing me.
I said ” Please come, let us fuck”. She said ” Okay. But do you wear Nirodh
(condom)?”. I was not keeping condom with me in home. In Chennai and in Tanjore on a very few occasions I had gone to prostitutes and at that time I bought and used condoms. But I was not keeping them readily in home.
So I said ” No — but why?. I am a clean person”. She said ” I am a married woman and my husband has undergone vasectomy (family planning) operation after two children. So I cannot allow you because it is unsafe. What will happen if I catch your baby. So forget it. Come – let me give you satisfaction like I did
yesterday”.
I was not happy with what she told me and so I said ” For doing it with hand I do not need you. I myself will do it. It is the other pleasure I want from you”.She said “No”. Then taking the milk pockets she turned to go away from the room. Then I said ” Don’t get angry. Please come”. So saying I took away my dhoti and stood nude. She then stood by my side and taking hold of my cock she vigorously jerked it.
I tried to turn to her but she said “Stand like that so that when you shoot the
water will fall down on the floor and not on me”. I said ” Please — let us stand face to face so that I can touch you. I will keep a towel between us so that your dress will not get wet”. She agreed and I gave her a towel with which she covered my penis and again started jerking.
I pulled her closer to me and grabbed her buttocks. I squeezed them madly and
kneaded them like dough. The feel of her buttocks was wonderful and my penis
enlarged with that pleasure. I tried to lift her sari and catch her naked
Buttocks. But S said that I should not do so. I pleaded to her but she
admonished me with angry voice so I kept squeezing her buttocks through her
sari. Then I asked her to allow me for having anal intercourse with her. I said in Tamil “naan kundila pannatttuma – appo onnum bhayam illai”.
She did not reply but in the meantime she had increased the speed of her jerking me and her hand was shaking my cock very fast. I brought my hand to her front and catching hold of her left breast with my right hand, I caught with my left hand her cunt and rubbed it. I could feel a thick growth of hair there and catching the hair I pulled it gently.
Then I tried to poke my finger into her cunt but her sari prevented it and I was very much frustrated. But my cock was now fully engrossed and I could not
control my feelings any longer and just erupted shooting my semen into the
towel. Her hands kept on sliding on my cock and she did not stop till my penis
shot out the last drop of water and became limp in her hands.
Then she took away the towel and my limp penis fell out. With the dry portion of
the towel she gently wiped my penis and also dried her hands. I stood there
breathing very hard. I was living in two planes — physically I was fully spent but mentally I was
quite frustrated. My penis seemed to have an independent life because it
responded in pleasure with every one of her stroke but my mind was seething with
agony of not touching her naked flesh which I craved for.
Touching and tasting her butter smooth buttocks and honeycomb cunt were the only thoughts in my mind but that satisfaction was denied to me and I felt very much upset with her in not allowing me the entire pleasure I craved for though I
begged her for it.
I could not understand why she should so resolutely deny me the happiness I
sought. After all she was not averse to touch my manhood and draw the milk from
it. In fact she did it so nicely and expertly that gave me so much pleasure
which even in my own masturbation I did not get.
I could understand her reluctance to allow me to fuck her because doing so
without a condom was risky. Also perhaps she felt that my suggestion for anal intercourse was degrading to her. But her flat refusal to allow me even to touch her naked buttocks or cunt could not be understood by me. Also the short time we were together did not allow any elaborate talking over these matters. When she was about go from the room I said to her ” Tomorrow I will be ready with a condom. Please do not deceive me”. She just smiled and left.
I resolved to buy a condom while coming to the house in the evening. But on that
day a “Dealers Meet” had been arranged by my firm and it was taking place in a
posh hotel. As I was only a clerk I was not invited to attend it. But my area
manager told me to come and attend the cocktail dinner arranged in that evening.
So I attended the dinner where booze and Non Veg food were offered without
limit. I consumed beer, rum and non-veg food. So I did not return to the house but slept in the hotel itself and next day I went to office straight from the hotel. In that evening I purchased a packet of Nirodh and came home.
I was dreaming about the pleasure I will have in fucking her nicely on the next day morning. But my dreams were dashed to nothing when I noticed that VM and his mother had returned home from Kerala.
After this I had no further opportunity to be alone with R at any time. Even though I watched for such occasions yet nothing came. My desire to fuck her was increasing day by day and I gave her many signals of my desire to her but she did not respond. Whenever I saw her my eyes would convey my naked desires to fuck her and in our chance conversations I would always let her know about my frustrations caused by my unsatisfied desires.
For everything only her smile was the answer and this would make me further unhappy but I could find no way out for the complete enjoyment I desired with her. My only relief was to masturbate while thinking about her.
We stayed as tenants for nearly two years. In these two years the aforesaid two
occasions were the only incidents we could be together. The many casual talks we had in these two years were limited to small pleasantries and nothing else.
After two years of stay at Tanjore I got transfer to my Chennai office. After a
few years I went Tanjore once again but VM and his family were not living in my
relatives house then. I was told they shifted to some other house but I did not
get their address so I did not meet them. I do not know whether they are still in Tanjore or gone to Kerala. I trust she is doing fine and wish her well.