This happened in 1989 /1990 when we lived in a common tenancy house. I have
already written an earlier account about it under the title “NICE TIME WITH A
NEIGHBOR WOMEN” which appears in this very site. I have referred to my sexual
happiness with my neighbor lady Soundarya there. I had also said that she left
that house when her husband was transferred to another place.
In their portion which is next to us, a new tenant came. His name was
Parthasarathy and his family comprised of himself, his wife Alamelu and two
daughters Prema and Priya, his aged mother and his old aunty. He was basically
an astrologer giving predictions from horoscopes, but he also was practicing
palmistry, numerology, gemmology, namelogy and vaasthu shastra connected to
buildings construction. He was mostly using the verandah in our house where his
customers will sit and hear his predictions. But many times he will also go
outside or to outstation and do special Pooja for his customers to bring them
good luck and solace for evil effects of their horoscopes.
His two daughters were aged about 17 and 15. They were what is known as
“savalai” in Tamil which means the second child was conceived and born soon
after first child and age difference is minimum. They were studying in 11th and
10th class respectively. Both were matured and wore pavaadai (big petticoat) and
dhavani (short sari) which is the regular costume for our girls of that age.
They were studying in the same school and usually go and return together. Mostly
they will be found together in the house when studying or doing other chores.
They will wear same coloured uniform for school and even in house their dress
will be of same hue. They will also look very similar, same height and same
build. Prema had slightly longer hair compared to Priya whose hair was more
curly. But they would both double plait their hair and further throw the plaits
over their shoulders to the front. So many times one would be confused for the
other and it is difficult for anyone to find the difference between them unless
one knew them at least for some time.
They will talk politely and also they were God-fearing type. Prema was a very
calm type and compared to her Priya was more talkative and easy going. After
they moved in, they became good friends of my sister. (I have two sisters. One
was married at that time and was living with her husband elsewhere. Another
sister was with us, and having completed her school education she was idle in
home awaiting her marriage for which we were seeing alliance.)
From the day they moved in I became interested in them. They also noticed my
interest in them and became responsive to me. Fortunately at that time in our
house though there were totally five families, I was the only young man and
similarly they were the only two girls of right age. Naturally we were attracted
to each other. I will use every opportunity to see them and they would also find
one reason or other to come within my sight. But in our multiple tenanted house
privacy is next to nil and so we had to be very furtive in this. However
whenever I was in the house those two girls will somehow drew my attention to
them and we secretly enjoyed our love look for each other.
These two girls will be mostly found with my sister and usually in the evenings
they will sit together and chat. They will also go to temples along with my
sister. They were very talkative with my sister and my mother but with me they
felt very shy and I was also feeling shy to talk with them. So we avoided
talking and if at all we talked it was very short and only when essential. Also
as a godown clerk I had long hours of work and I remained minimum time in house
so my contacts with them was very less and infrequent.
Further at that time we were constructing a small own house in the outskirts of
the city. Usually my father will supervise it but many times I will also go
there to assist him. This also was one reason why I had contacts with them
sparingly and sporadically. They will politely call me “anna” meaning elder
brother and I will address them very generally and only very occasionally I used
their names.
They were average students and usually many times they asked my sister to
clarify doubts in their lessons. Where my sister did not know, she will ask me
and I will clarify to them. I then used such chances to talk with them for a
longer time. I will elaborately clarify on their doubts, very intensely looking
at them and often smiling at them. I took all pains to impress them very much
with whatever was my knowledge. They knew my purpose and secretly they relished
it. They will raise some more doubts just to prolong my talk with them and
encourage me further with their appreciative smiles so that I can go on and on.
Many times even if they did not have any real doubt, they will come with some
silly doubt and not letting go that chance I will patiently explain just for the
sake of talking with them. My sister understood our game but she will just grin
and keep quiet. At times she teased them by saying “his voice is not at all
sweet — then why you girls want to hear him more and more — are not you fed
up?”. She also teased me by saying “beware of these girls — they want to sleep
instead of studying their lessons —because your voice is like a lullaby to them
they make you talk more and more to get better sleep”. We enjoyed her bantering
very much and laughed joyfully.
They were medium complexioned and very homely looking girls. They both had
normal sized body. Prema was a little more fair than Priya. Prema had more fully
developed and bigger tits and they were jutting very much behind her blouse and
dhavani. Priya had more bigger and well rounded plump buttocks and when she
walked her buttocks will sway nicely. They both were nice looking to me and I
admired both, Prema for her tits and Priya for her buttocks. Though secretly I
lusted for them and wanted to be more intimate with them, yet out of fear of my
parents and theirs, I maintained correct distance and decorum with them. Only
with my sister, I occasionally teased them by referring Prema as Breast Girl and
Priya as Buttocks Girl (in Tamil Molaikkari and Kundikkari). My sister scolded
me every time for it, but then she will also laugh with me later and we both
carefully kept this within us. She understood my desire for them and teased me
for it and I enjoyed it.
On some rare occasions when I was alone with any one girl and we were sure that
none was seeing us, I will boldly stare and wink at her. Then she will look away
but I would notice a secretive smile in her face and it made me happy. At times
she would glare at me and warn me with her finger. But I knew it was done by her
in mock anger and so I will only grin more at her. I was careful not to do such
gestures to both when they were together because I felt then they both will get
angry with me and thereafter both will avoid me. Each girl understood my passion
for her (unaware that I was equally interested in the other) and it made her
happy in a girlish way. So when either girl was sure that no one was around, she
will unnecessarily make some noise or clink her bangles to draw my attention to
her and when I see, grin and wink at her, she will giggle and run away.
In our house there was a washing stone in the backyard. Once Prema was sitting
on it and Priya was standing behind her and she was combing and plaiting Prema’s
hair. I came to backyard for some work and I had to pass Priya. Her juicy
buttocks tempted me. I ensured none was noticing us. I pinched her buttocks just
once and rushed away from there. Later while returning inside I saw her. She
glared at me and bit her lips but she could not suppress her smile when I looked
at her with some guilt and fear. Seeing her smile I became bolder, grinned and
winked at her. She ran away with a giggle.
Later one day I and Priya were alone in backyard. I took some boldness and told
her “I am not able to sleep”. She quizzically looked and asked “why?”. I grinned
and said “how can I sleep — my mind is always on your big buttocks”. (I said in
Tamil “eppadi thoonguvane — ennoda manasu eppavum onnoda gundu kundi maeladhan
irukku”). Her face reddened and she threatened to tell my mother and sister
about my misconduct. But I knew it was only a mock threat because while going
inside she went giggling all the way and she purposely swayed her plump buttocks
more than necessary and also purposely scratched them for me to see and feel
happy about it.
One day I left home at 4.30 AM for some purpose and returned around 7 AM. At
that time Prema was in the front of the house and she was drawing Kolam in the
entrance of the house. (In our house regularly in the morning and evening Kolam
(decorative design drawn in front of Hindu houses with white and colour powder)
has to be drawn and our house being multiple tenanted each tenant will do it
daily on a turn basis (known in Tamil as Murai Vasal). That day it was their
turn.
In the front of the house there is a verandah and standing there I observed
Prema drawing Kolam. She was drawing a nice one and she was squatting for it. I
stood in the verandah and I had a side view of her buttocks and tits.
Fortunately none was in the front side at that time so I ogled her beauty for
sometime. She observed my look and blushed. Automatically she pulled her dhavani
some more and fully covered her tits. I smiled and said in a very soft voice “it
is very nice”. With some confusion she said “what?”. I said “yours — it is very
nice”. (I said in Tamil Unnodadhu romba nalla irukku). She blushed more because
the way I said “yours”. It carried double meaning in the sense that it referred
to the Kolam she was putting and also to her tits where I was staring. I quickly
added “I say about your Kolam only” so that my double meaning will not be lost
to her. She went red in face and said with mock anger “anna — go away or I will
call mother”. I immediately left from there but I could hear her soft giggling
which gladdened my heart very much.
Later when I went to the backyard she was there sitting and cleaning vessels. I
lingered for sometime looking at her body and she noticed it and blushed. Then
she furtively looked around and after ensuring none was there she looked at me
and bit her lower lip and gestured a warning signal with her forefinger. I
smiled and winked and she lowered her eyes. I left from there because I sensed
someone was coming.
In our house other than us, there were four other tenants. Bathrooms and toilets
were in the backyard. The backyard was actually two portions. “Backcourt” is a
covered portion (known in Tamil as Kottam) and backyard is open portion (known
in Tamil as Puzhakkadai). Three bathrooms were there in the backcourt and in the
backyard three toilets were provided. These will be commonly used. In the
backcourt waterwell and corporation water pump were provided. In the open
backyard washing stone was put. Washing of clothes and vessels cleaning will
have to be done there only. (Only very small vessels like coffee tumblers can be
cleaned in backcourt.) A small tin sheet clad garage was also there in backyard
for dumping unwanted things. Men will normally bathe near the waterwell or in
bathrooms but women will only use bathrooms. Bathrooms had ventilators through
which the open yard can be seen.
When men use bathrooms, usually they will not shut ventilator doors but women
will always shut them when in use.
One day I was bathing in bathroom keeping ventilator open. Prema came to open
yard with some vessels for cleaning. She sat and cleaned them and sideways her
tits were in my view. I stopped bathing and stared at her tits for sometime.
Then I rattled the ventilator bars to draw her attention. She saw me and averted
her eyes. A minute later she saw me again and I grinned. She again lowered her
eyes. When she saw me again I gestured her to come inside the bathroom. She
glared at me and I winked at her. She bit her lips and gestured me to go away. I
grinned some more and taking a little water I threw it out of the ventilator and
the drops fell on her. She took a ladle and gestured to beat me with it. I
grinned broadly and again gestured her to come to me. I then took some boldness
and gave her a flying kiss. She blushed and averted her eyes. Thereafter she did
not look at me and I then finished my bath and went away.
After this on a few occasions when possible I gave her flying kisses. But though
she smiled she did not respond. But after many such attempts by me one day she
caught my flying kiss with her hand and pressed it to her bosom. I was
thoroughly overjoyed with her response. It took a few more days till she
responded with her flying kiss to me. All the while we were very careful to
escape attention.
Then I gave flying kiss to Priya one day. Unlike Prema, she immediately smiled
and in return gave me a flying kiss. Thereafter I started giving her also flying
kiss many times.
Then one day while I was in bathroom Prema came with a few cloths for washing.
Through ventilator I drew her attention to me and she smiled. Then I got more
bolder and showed fucking gesture to her with my fingers. Her face reddened and
she immediately averted her look. Though I waited for sometime looking at her,
she did not look at me at all again and I left afterwards.
Later once when I was able to get a few minutes alone with Prema I asked her
“are you angry with me?”. She said “you should not show ugly signs to me”. I
said “then why do you exchange flying kiss with me?”. She replied “because it is
alright”. I asked “how”?. She said “we like each other so it is proper”. I
grinned and said “see — we are lovers — lovers will fuck — so we should also do
it”. She blushed and shyly said “marry me and then do it”. I said “I will
definitely marry you — but not now — you know my position”. She replied “then
kindly wait till that time” and left that place.
A few days later, on a Sunday afternoon I went to backcourt for getting water
from the well. At that time Prema was sitting there. In that place adjoining
bathrooms there was a very small room where ladies having mensus will have to
stay. This room was called “dhooramana room”, and the Tamil term “dhooramana”
refers to ladies in mensus. In our custom such ladies are considered unclean and
they have to stay a little separately and only very small children can be with
them. They have to stay there till their mensus is over and after taking bath
they can enter the house. Sometimes more than one lady could have mensus and in
such times only one lady could stay in that small room and the other lady would
have to stay in the verandah close to that room. If none stays in that room, it
will be kept locked. If anyone happens to stay in verandah, after they take bath
and enter the house, the verandah will be cleaned by them with cow dung and cow
urine for purification.
Because already some lady was there, Prema was staying in the verandah. I Saw
her and smiled. She averted her eyes. I saw the room door was kept closed.
Probably other woman inside the room was sleeping then. Prema was alone in
verandah. So I signaled her to go to the open backyard. She gestured to indicate
that she was “not inside the house” meaning she was in her periods. I grinned
and indicated her to go to backyard. She hesitated but got up and went to
backyard. I followed her. She went and stood near the garage and asked “what do
you want?”. I said “I want to give you a love letter”. She got alarmed and
looked around. Fortunately we were alone. She shyly said “anna — don’t tease
me”. I said “no — I love you — I want to give you love letter”. With downcast
eyes she softly said “then give it quickly before somebody sees us”. I said “I
do not have it now — I will give you later”. She looked at me and with a smile
she said “then why you called me here now?”. I grinned and said “I wanted to
know whether I can give you my love letter”. She shyly said “don’t ask all these
things to me — I am a girl and I cannot be bold like you”. Then with a very nice
smile to me she went inside.
I was elated very much and later I made several love letters but none was to my
liking. I could not say enough to my satisfaction and finally I wrote one which
I thought was the best I can do. In that letter I praised her beauty sky high
and said how much dearly I loved her. I said that no film actress was a match to
her beauty and after seeing her I had lost all sleep and I was only thinking
about her always. I passionately pleaded her to allow me to embrace her once and
give one kiss in her rosy lips. I begged her to grant me my wish the soonest. I
swore I will marry her soon and she was born for me only.
Though I wrote the letter I did not know how to give it to her. I could not be
carrying it always with me and the occasions when we two would be alone is not
known. Then one day when she asked some doubt in her English lessons, my sister
asked me and I took the text book from Prema to explain the doubt. Priya also
was there but she was talking something different with my sister and for
sometime they did not look at us. I had kept my love letter hidden in a
dictionary. In the guise of referring it I furtively took the letter from the
dictionary and after hiding it in her text book I gave the book to Prema. She
saw what I did and she went white in her face. She trembled while taking the
book from me but she held it tightly and furtively looked around. Fortunately my
sister or Priya did not notice this and Prema relaxed. After talking with me
some more on her doubt she left with her sister. I wanted to say that she should
immediately read my love letter and give her reply. But I could not do it and so
I kept quiet.
Some days later I could be alone with them for a few minutes. In a round about
way I asked Prema “other day you had doubt in your English lesson and I gave
clarification – is it enough?”. She replied “yes anna — it is very nice”. I
wanted to get her reply love letter to me and so in round about way asked “then
when you will give me reward for it?”. Prema hesitated but Priya sensed
something between us and watched us closely so she kept quiet. I said to Prema
“but what is your reply to me?”. She shyly smiled. I noticed that our
meaningless talk made Priya curious. When they left Priya questioned Prema in an
undertone and Prema shook her head negatively but I found Priya was not
convinced. She turned and looked at me in a puzzled way and I foolishly grinned
at her.
The astrologer visited some temples and on return he did “Samaradhanai”. It is
usually done after one returns from pilgrimage when a feast is given to others.
Customarily a bachelor must eat in such feast and so he invited me to the feast.
Alamelu aunty had prepared good dishes and I ate with relish. About half a dozen
people were present. In such feasts, courtesy demands the lady of the house to
pour water for the guest when he washes his hands after eating. So in the
backcourt Prema was standing for this purpose with water bucket and mug.
When I went to wash my hands, I smiled at Prema and in a soft tone asked “why
you have not replied to me”. Prema furtively looked around and said “I don’t
know what to write”. I said “do you love me?” and she shyly said “yes”. I said
“then you should write — only then I will feel happy”. She said “I will try”. I
was about to say something when her mother came there with some vessels. She
looked poi